today i had a lovely lunch date with maia. we came across the subject of types and ideals. i never really thought about the difference before. for those who know me they know how picky i am when it comes to boys; hence why i never really settle bc im always searching for the one who fits my 'type.' my definition of a 'type' would be a person with specific persona and fit a particular image that i am attracted to, or usually just infatuated. going through the list of guys ive dated, had flings or whatever you may call them, most of them dont met my 'criteria,' but sure had something else that was just as special. the more i start meeting new people. i see the qualities i like and want in a person, but then i see their flaws. my list just keeps on growing. then theres my 'ideal.' the one who can 'complete me.' the one who i see a future and hopefully grow old with.
so now when thinking about it, im just so confused with what i want, or what i need. my 'type' is my want, my 'ideal' is my need. it just sucks i cant have the best of the two worlds.
<3 db
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